I have a confession to make, I'm addicted to Facebook. I do use it to actually accomplish things but I also just browse and read the randomness that populates it.
However I recently had to do a bit of a purge. People or pages that were consistently negative I unfriended or unliked. There are enough things in this world that bum me out I didn't need these harbingers of gloom adding to it.
I'm by nature a pretty positive person but if my days are filled ingesting negativity I'm bound to start oozing some out myself. I once heard a pastor say that if there is something you want out of your life the best thing you can do it fill your life up with good things. I'd assume the opposite must also be true. Fill your life up with enough negativity and it will squeeze out all the good.
Way negativity is taking up room in your life?
Tuesday, May 14, 2013
Friday, May 10, 2013
Comfort Zone
We, as a church, tend to talk a lot about the gifts that God has giving us. We take tests to determine what our Spiritual Gifts are. It helps us know where to fit it, where to serve. I'm a teacher not an administrator, I'm a prophet not a greeter. And so we find our niche.
And God certainly did give us unique talents to serve Him in the best ways we can but we often use that as an excuse to stay inside our safe little comfort zone. When Jesus called his disciples He asked them to step out of their comfort zones and try something new. Sure there were skills and abilities that they already possessed but He challenged them to use those in new ways.
What new challenges are we shying away from because they make us uncomfortable and we excuse it by saying they are not a part of our Spiritual Gifts.
And God certainly did give us unique talents to serve Him in the best ways we can but we often use that as an excuse to stay inside our safe little comfort zone. When Jesus called his disciples He asked them to step out of their comfort zones and try something new. Sure there were skills and abilities that they already possessed but He challenged them to use those in new ways.
What new challenges are we shying away from because they make us uncomfortable and we excuse it by saying they are not a part of our Spiritual Gifts.
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes
I am a creature of habit. I find something I like and I stick with it. At each fast food joint I order the same thing every time. My wardrobe has very little variations. And I have quite a rigid TV schedule. The smallest change in my life, even a positive one, can throw me completely out of whack.
But God is a God of changes. He stays the same but He wants to change us and those around us. Sometimes those changes are hard to accept. We may see the good in them but we're comfortable just where we are and wish it would all stay the same.
When I feel tempting to complain about changes God has for me I try to remind myself of this; no one has been asked to change more for God than Jesus. He had to leave is Father's side in Heaven, come to earth, and suffer and ultimately die a horrific death. When I think of that the changes He wants for me do seem rather small by comparison.
But God is a God of changes. He stays the same but He wants to change us and those around us. Sometimes those changes are hard to accept. We may see the good in them but we're comfortable just where we are and wish it would all stay the same.
When I feel tempting to complain about changes God has for me I try to remind myself of this; no one has been asked to change more for God than Jesus. He had to leave is Father's side in Heaven, come to earth, and suffer and ultimately die a horrific death. When I think of that the changes He wants for me do seem rather small by comparison.
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
A Thousand Hallelujahs
As most parents do, my wife and I often sing our son Alex to sleep at night. Of course there are plenty of renditions of the standards; “Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star”, “Rock-a-bye Baby”, and so on. But in an effort to instill a sense of good musical taste we will often sing some non-traditional lullabies. Everything from “All I Want is You” to“Kingdom Come” soothed him to sleep. But it didn't take long until he had a favorite emerge, Leonard Cohen’s “Hallelujah”, the Jeff Buckley version of course. I would sing this to him and try and explain why the Hallelujah was broken almost every night. But then I began working nights and the lullabying duties fell almost solely to my wife, Christy. Alex still requested “Hallelujah” of course, the only problem was that Christy didn't know the song well enough to sing it to him. So she came up with a fairly clever solution. She found the song on You Tube and would play it for him on her phone as they would sing along. Alex realized that there was something mommy was watching on her phone and he wanted to see it too. The only problem was this was the video my wife had been using to listen to the song.
The video features Jeff Buckley’s mournful rendition over video and pictures of the September 11th attacks on the World Trade Center. This of course lead to some rather probing questions and deep conversation for a 2 year old. But essentially we boiled it down to some bad people broke those buildings and hurt a lot of people. This more or less satisfied his curiosity. But something strange emerged out of his watching the video. Not knowing the name of the World Trade Center, and probably struggling to pronounce it even if he did, he simply associated the song with the buildings so they became “The Hallelujah Buildings”
Such a cute and innocent name from a child. Obviously he has no idea what it means, one of the most tragic events my generation has ever witnessed. Hard to find much to “praise God” for on that day. But again do we need to be reminded of the faith of a child.
I've heard a thousand renditions of the song “Hallelujah”. Everyone form Leonard Cohen’s original to Jeff Buckley and Rufus Wainwright to Damien Rice and many an awful version in-between. All of the versions worth listening to had one thing in common; mourning, heartbreak, you could feel the pain dripping all over the song. That was what this song was about, it was brokenness in C Major.
That was until one night Christy was making me the X Factor. And this happened.
When He started to sing my first thought was “oh no, another hackneyed job ruining a great song”. But then as it went on something different was happening. His “Hallelujah” was not mournful or broken. If was defiant. It was screaming “I may have been beaten, but I am not defeated.” This is far from the best version of the song but for the first time I saw the song in a new light and “The Hallelujah Buildings” seemed to make sense to me.
And this “New Hallelujah” seems to ring even truer in my own life. Praise God. Many times I have felt beaten, like my world has come crashing down around me and everything is lost. Praise God. But as beaten and lost as I may have felt I am never defeated. Praise God. He has already won the battle for me. Praise God. All I must do is claim the victory Jesus has won. Praise God.
My Hallelujah is not weeping. My Hallelujah is a battle cry.
Praise God.
This weekend I gathered with nearly 100 other Veterans at the site of the 9/11 memorial in New York. There we took an oath to continue our service to our communities as Fellows with The Mission Continues. That was our battle cry, that was our Hallelujah.
The video features Jeff Buckley’s mournful rendition over video and pictures of the September 11th attacks on the World Trade Center. This of course lead to some rather probing questions and deep conversation for a 2 year old. But essentially we boiled it down to some bad people broke those buildings and hurt a lot of people. This more or less satisfied his curiosity. But something strange emerged out of his watching the video. Not knowing the name of the World Trade Center, and probably struggling to pronounce it even if he did, he simply associated the song with the buildings so they became “The Hallelujah Buildings”
Such a cute and innocent name from a child. Obviously he has no idea what it means, one of the most tragic events my generation has ever witnessed. Hard to find much to “praise God” for on that day. But again do we need to be reminded of the faith of a child.
I've heard a thousand renditions of the song “Hallelujah”. Everyone form Leonard Cohen’s original to Jeff Buckley and Rufus Wainwright to Damien Rice and many an awful version in-between. All of the versions worth listening to had one thing in common; mourning, heartbreak, you could feel the pain dripping all over the song. That was what this song was about, it was brokenness in C Major.
That was until one night Christy was making me the X Factor. And this happened.
When He started to sing my first thought was “oh no, another hackneyed job ruining a great song”. But then as it went on something different was happening. His “Hallelujah” was not mournful or broken. If was defiant. It was screaming “I may have been beaten, but I am not defeated.” This is far from the best version of the song but for the first time I saw the song in a new light and “The Hallelujah Buildings” seemed to make sense to me.
And this “New Hallelujah” seems to ring even truer in my own life. Praise God. Many times I have felt beaten, like my world has come crashing down around me and everything is lost. Praise God. But as beaten and lost as I may have felt I am never defeated. Praise God. He has already won the battle for me. Praise God. All I must do is claim the victory Jesus has won. Praise God.
My Hallelujah is not weeping. My Hallelujah is a battle cry.
Praise God.
This weekend I gathered with nearly 100 other Veterans at the site of the 9/11 memorial in New York. There we took an oath to continue our service to our communities as Fellows with The Mission Continues. That was our battle cry, that was our Hallelujah.
Friday, May 3, 2013
Bags packed pre-flight
I'm heading out of town this weekend. I had everything except my toothbrush packed last night. That gave me a few more minutes to sleep in this morning before I have to head to the airport. I've gone over my packing list several times but still it feels like I'm forgetting something. It feels like there will be something that I'll realize I left behind as soon as I get to the hotel.
It is comforting to know that God never has that feeling. When we're not with Him, when we're "separated from the flock" God doesn't get that sneaking suspicion that something's missing. He knows. He knows who is missing, he knows just where they are, we are never forgotten. When all His people are called home to heaven He wont think to himself "seems like we're missing someone". He'll know the names of each and every person who is not there and He'll miss each and every one of them.
That though comforts me.
It is comforting to know that God never has that feeling. When we're not with Him, when we're "separated from the flock" God doesn't get that sneaking suspicion that something's missing. He knows. He knows who is missing, he knows just where they are, we are never forgotten. When all His people are called home to heaven He wont think to himself "seems like we're missing someone". He'll know the names of each and every person who is not there and He'll miss each and every one of them.
That though comforts me.
Thursday, May 2, 2013
Bad Wolf
Throughout human history storytellers have invented boogeymen and big bad wolves to frighten their audiences.Sometimes these storytellers wanted to teach a lessen and sometimes they just wanted to entertain.
Today we invent our or villains for another reason. They distract us from the true evil. Make no mistake, there is evil in the world. But we make boogeymen out of whomever would disagree with us. So the true evil, the devil, is able to sneak about unnoticed while we're hunting the big bad wolf.
Today we invent our or villains for another reason. They distract us from the true evil. Make no mistake, there is evil in the world. But we make boogeymen out of whomever would disagree with us. So the true evil, the devil, is able to sneak about unnoticed while we're hunting the big bad wolf.
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Name Game
When I was in high school and beyond I played in a variety of bands. More often than not we never made it out of my parent's basement but one thing was always for certain; we would have a kickin name. Discussion of such usually occupied most of our first practice. Our band name would identify us, it let people get a glimpse of what we were all about before they ever heard our music so it was important we got it right.
Sometimes I wish our names were that way. We name our children before we know anything about them, is there really any chance of getting it right? When a new Pope is elected one of his first acts is to pick a new name, this name signifies what his papacy will stand for. God changed people's names all the time, what if we did the same? What if we changed our names when we accepted Jesus as our Lord? If you could pick a name to define what your new life would be like what name would you choose?
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
Culture Club
I once heard that we do not have a culture, we just have a series of commercials. I think there may be something to that. Most of the things that define our culture have been packaged and sold to us.
When I think about our church culture I wonder if it is all that different. Is Christian culture a series of commercials with Jesus as the spokesman? If our culture was based on relationships with God and with each other instead of keeping a Christian image I think there would be very little similarities because the culture of the church and the culture of our world.
Monday, April 29, 2013
Running on empty.
The last few days have gone by in a kind of fog of malaise for me. I can't say why exactly. There are a lot of factors that could contribute; some situations in life not living up to my hopes, the weather was dreary, I ate too much junk, or any number of other reasons.
But no matter what has gotten me in this funk one thing I know for sure "joy comes in the morning". So I have faith that God will renew my spirit. If you feel run down or worn out rejoice because "joy comes in the morning."
But no matter what has gotten me in this funk one thing I know for sure "joy comes in the morning". So I have faith that God will renew my spirit. If you feel run down or worn out rejoice because "joy comes in the morning."
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Mountain Top
"Let the wilderness and its cities lift up their voices... Let them shout for joy from the tops of the mountains"
Isaiah 42:11
Friday, April 26, 2013
Takeoff
I recently got my airline tickets for NYC. I love to fly. It still amazes me that in a matter of hours I could be halfway across the country. But maybe even more amazing is that everyday most of us travel miles and miles to and from work with little thought.
It would be shocking to our predecessors to see how much we travel they would be shocked. But more shocking would be it we really understood the effort it took to get beyond your community.
When we think of those who followed Jesus in the Bible I think we might forget about the difficulty involved. When Jesus gave the Sermon on the Mount people didn't hop in their cars, turn on the AC, and take the Mount exit off the expressway.
So when we do not follow Christ because it is too difficult, or too inconvenient. Think about those people who hiked through the wilderness and sat covered in sweat and sand just to hear Him speak.
It would be shocking to our predecessors to see how much we travel they would be shocked. But more shocking would be it we really understood the effort it took to get beyond your community.
When we think of those who followed Jesus in the Bible I think we might forget about the difficulty involved. When Jesus gave the Sermon on the Mount people didn't hop in their cars, turn on the AC, and take the Mount exit off the expressway.
So when we do not follow Christ because it is too difficult, or too inconvenient. Think about those people who hiked through the wilderness and sat covered in sweat and sand just to hear Him speak.
Thursday, April 25, 2013
No substitute for teachers
My mom recently retired from nearly 40 years as an educator. She taught in both public and private schools and was both a teacher and a principal. My brother and sister in-law are both teachers as well. I guess you could say it's kind of that family business.
So it really bothers me the lack of respect teachers often receive today. They're viewed as little more than glorified babysitters and are to blame for their student's problems. In some cultures the title Teacher carries as much prestige as do the monikers Doctor or Lawyer. I often wonder if we attached such distinction to our teachers what effect that would have on the education system.
In our churches though this is even more true. Our Sunday school or small-group teachers are often only those who are willing, not necessarily by those who are qualified. How often are those teaching God's Word only regurgitating what they read in the teacher's manual the night before?
There are certainly many excellent teachers in our churches, I have have some myself. But how much better would our church education systems be if we placed the highest of honors on those who were called to teach God's Word? They would not be simply the "worker bees" of the church who are willing to do the "dirty work" of the church. Rather they would be esteemed leaders sharing vital knowledge of our Lord to their fellow believers.
So it really bothers me the lack of respect teachers often receive today. They're viewed as little more than glorified babysitters and are to blame for their student's problems. In some cultures the title Teacher carries as much prestige as do the monikers Doctor or Lawyer. I often wonder if we attached such distinction to our teachers what effect that would have on the education system.
In our churches though this is even more true. Our Sunday school or small-group teachers are often only those who are willing, not necessarily by those who are qualified. How often are those teaching God's Word only regurgitating what they read in the teacher's manual the night before?
There are certainly many excellent teachers in our churches, I have have some myself. But how much better would our church education systems be if we placed the highest of honors on those who were called to teach God's Word? They would not be simply the "worker bees" of the church who are willing to do the "dirty work" of the church. Rather they would be esteemed leaders sharing vital knowledge of our Lord to their fellow believers.
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Not so happy ending
We're told a lot about hope in church. We're told our hope is in Jesus. We're told to hope in the Lord. In fact we like hope so much that we often name our churches, and even our children, after it.
There is a chance however that we've misunderstood what hope really is. Hope is not a guarantee that everything will turn out just fine. In fact Jesus tells us to be ready for hard times. And certainly for the disciples and many early Christians things came to a painfully unhappy ending. If these people were martyred for their beliefs why do we think we'll end up with a nice house and a perfect family just because we're "good Christians".
But hope is not a fairy tale. Hope does not promise a happy ending to life, it promises a happy ending to eternity.
There is a chance however that we've misunderstood what hope really is. Hope is not a guarantee that everything will turn out just fine. In fact Jesus tells us to be ready for hard times. And certainly for the disciples and many early Christians things came to a painfully unhappy ending. If these people were martyred for their beliefs why do we think we'll end up with a nice house and a perfect family just because we're "good Christians".
But hope is not a fairy tale. Hope does not promise a happy ending to life, it promises a happy ending to eternity.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Spiritual Orienteering
I went hiking yesterday. Other than the trail being a bit muddy it was a gorgeous day to do so. At one point I followed a small deer path up from the main trail. It lead up towards the top of a hill and I was hoping for a great view. It was long though before the path started to fade. I would lose it for a few feet before I found it again. Then eventually the path was completely gone.
I was near the top of the hill now so I figured I could just cut straight up the side without any problems. So I took note of a fallen tree where I was leaving the path and headed uphill. After a while though I realized that the trees were too thick and there wouldn't be much of a view at the top. So I decided to head back down. Except when I turned around I couldn't find the fallen tree anywhere. I started back towards where I thought it was but I still couldn't find it and there was nothing resembling the trail anywhere to be found.
After another couple minutes trudging through the brambles it was official, I was lost. Thankfully there was a couple of guide points that could help me find my way. I could hear the creek and I knew that that was to the west, and that the road was just a bit further west of the creek. So I headed west. Sure enough it wasn't long before I found the creek, although a much different part of the creek than I was expecting to find. I found a shallow point to cross the creek and sure enough the road wasn't far beyond.
Sometimes in our spiritual lives we can lose our way as well. At times it feels like the path God has for us is overgrown and impossible to find. But what do we do then? Do we sit down and accept our fate? Or do we find those guide points that will always help us find our way? While we may not take every step exactly where He had planned at least we'll be moving in the right direction.
What are your guide points? They could be anything that keeps you heading towards God; Church, Scripture, family, prayer... Whatever they may be the more you have the truer your direction will be.
I was near the top of the hill now so I figured I could just cut straight up the side without any problems. So I took note of a fallen tree where I was leaving the path and headed uphill. After a while though I realized that the trees were too thick and there wouldn't be much of a view at the top. So I decided to head back down. Except when I turned around I couldn't find the fallen tree anywhere. I started back towards where I thought it was but I still couldn't find it and there was nothing resembling the trail anywhere to be found.
After another couple minutes trudging through the brambles it was official, I was lost. Thankfully there was a couple of guide points that could help me find my way. I could hear the creek and I knew that that was to the west, and that the road was just a bit further west of the creek. So I headed west. Sure enough it wasn't long before I found the creek, although a much different part of the creek than I was expecting to find. I found a shallow point to cross the creek and sure enough the road wasn't far beyond.
Sometimes in our spiritual lives we can lose our way as well. At times it feels like the path God has for us is overgrown and impossible to find. But what do we do then? Do we sit down and accept our fate? Or do we find those guide points that will always help us find our way? While we may not take every step exactly where He had planned at least we'll be moving in the right direction.
What are your guide points? They could be anything that keeps you heading towards God; Church, Scripture, family, prayer... Whatever they may be the more you have the truer your direction will be.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Bible 101
I am horrible at Bible study. There, I said it, I admit it. I do not read God's Word daily, I do not study or delve into it as I know I should.
I have the same problem with textbooks. A professor can assign all the reading they want, I ain't gonna do it. I'll crack the book when it's time for a test or to do some homework. But then I'll only thumb through trying to find the information that seems pertinent to the questions I have at the time.
The Bible isn't a textbook though. It was never meant to be flipped through trying to find answers. The Bible is a love note. It's 66 books about God's love for us. That's how I should read it. I should devour it, I should crave to read it every chance I get. Not because I can find some answer that I'm looking for, but rather for the connection with the one who wrote it.
I have the same problem with textbooks. A professor can assign all the reading they want, I ain't gonna do it. I'll crack the book when it's time for a test or to do some homework. But then I'll only thumb through trying to find the information that seems pertinent to the questions I have at the time.
This is much the same way I treat the Bible. For the most part it just sits there, untouched. But if I need to find an answer I'll scan the pages looking for key words. And much like with my classes I miss something. I do not read the rest of the text and so I miss the greater context, I don't see the big picture.
The Bible isn't a textbook though. It was never meant to be flipped through trying to find answers. The Bible is a love note. It's 66 books about God's love for us. That's how I should read it. I should devour it, I should crave to read it every chance I get. Not because I can find some answer that I'm looking for, but rather for the connection with the one who wrote it.
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Lightning
For just as the lightning comes from the east and flashes even to the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man be. - Matthew 24:27
Friday, April 19, 2013
Withering
The plant in my window is almost dead. This isn't surprising, I can never keep a plant alive so this one never really stood a chance. I put it in the window to get sunlight and watered it regularly. But somehow it still dies.
Sometimes it feels like that in our own spiritual lives. We go to church and read our Bibles, we fellowship with other believers and serve the needy. But somehow we still feel like we are withering up and dying.
Unfortunately, like the plants, I don't know why this happens. But I do know that this withering will not last forever and if we are steadfast God will reward our faithfulness and renew us.
Sometimes it feels like that in our own spiritual lives. We go to church and read our Bibles, we fellowship with other believers and serve the needy. But somehow we still feel like we are withering up and dying.
Unfortunately, like the plants, I don't know why this happens. But I do know that this withering will not last forever and if we are steadfast God will reward our faithfulness and renew us.
Thursday, April 18, 2013
Strength Training
"The final straw", "when it rains it pours".... I think there's reason that we have so many expressions that more or less say the same thing. We've all experienced this in our lives. We are at a point when we seem to be dealing with more than we can handle, then there's something else.
Work, school, family, finances all overwhelming us and then the car breaks down. It's more than we can handle and it keeps just piling on. We're ready to collapse under the weight of it all.
Strangely this reminds me of what we do to try and get stronger. If we go to the gym we add more and more weight always trying to lift a little more. We put on the weight we can handle, then we add a little more. This is not an attempt to beat us down, it is to build us up.
When our burdens are more than we can bear it is God pushing our faith to be stronger and to carry more.
Work, school, family, finances all overwhelming us and then the car breaks down. It's more than we can handle and it keeps just piling on. We're ready to collapse under the weight of it all.
Strangely this reminds me of what we do to try and get stronger. If we go to the gym we add more and more weight always trying to lift a little more. We put on the weight we can handle, then we add a little more. This is not an attempt to beat us down, it is to build us up.
When our burdens are more than we can bear it is God pushing our faith to be stronger and to carry more.
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
All the Ghosts I Know
It seems from time to time some mistake of my past rises up out of the ashes of history to haunt me once again. My life has had it's share of failings and most of my closets have a skeleton or two in them.
Whether it is a relationship I treated carelessly, education that I didn't take seriously, finances I've mishandled, jobs I've wasted, so many bridges I've burned. These missteps can still haunt me to this day. Debts that I am still paying.
I am so thankful that God is not this way. Our failures forgotten, our sins erased. Praise God that Jesus paid our debts and all the ghosts I know will fade away.
I am so thankful that God is not this way. Our failures forgotten, our sins erased. Praise God that Jesus paid our debts and all the ghosts I know will fade away.
Tuesday, April 16, 2013
A Mission From God
I used to imagine that God had some "BIG" mission for me. That I was destined to move to some exotic foreign land and spend my days digging wells and telling people about Jesus.
While I have been blessed to go on a few short-term mission trips I now find myself still in my hometown. In fact I'm not 5 minutes from where I grew up. So was I wrong? Did God not have a grand mission for me?
No, I just didn't understand what my mission would be. My mission is to serve my family and my community right here. Just because my mission is close to home does not mean it is any "smaller".
We all have a mission from God, no matter how "big" or "small".
While I have been blessed to go on a few short-term mission trips I now find myself still in my hometown. In fact I'm not 5 minutes from where I grew up. So was I wrong? Did God not have a grand mission for me?
No, I just didn't understand what my mission would be. My mission is to serve my family and my community right here. Just because my mission is close to home does not mean it is any "smaller".
We all have a mission from God, no matter how "big" or "small".
Monday, April 15, 2013
The Perfect Prescription
My son is home sick from preschool today. He has a nasty cough that kept me and my wife up most of the night last night. So today he'll stay home with Daddy and get plenty of rest and lots of fluids.
Of course we are all spiritually sick. Sin though is not our disease, it is the symptom. Our ailment is separation from God.
But the treatment for what ails us is not all that different from what my son needs right now. We need to rest in the presence of our heavenly Father and ask him to fill us with the Holy Spirit.
Far too often we 'self-medicate' our separation from Him by filling our lives with everything but Him when what we really need is Him
Of course we are all spiritually sick. Sin though is not our disease, it is the symptom. Our ailment is separation from God.
But the treatment for what ails us is not all that different from what my son needs right now. We need to rest in the presence of our heavenly Father and ask him to fill us with the Holy Spirit.
Far too often we 'self-medicate' our separation from Him by filling our lives with everything but Him when what we really need is Him
Saturday, April 13, 2013
To the Mountains
Mt. Aconcagua, Mendoza, Argentina
Psalm 121
I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
The Lord is your shade on your right hand.
The sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
The Lord will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
The Lord will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever.
Friday, April 12, 2013
The Face of Evil
I love fantasy and science fiction. Of course there is something romantic and exciting about the adventures often told in these genres. But there is something else that makes these so appealing to me, and I imagine many others; the bad guys.
Bad guys in fantasy are great. They are 100% evil, there is no ambiguity about their actions, they want to destroy the world, enslave all of mankind, or use our bodies as hosts. They wear black and live in dark wastelands surrounded by skulls and monsters. There is no question as to who the bad guy is.
Unfortunately the real world is not like that. The devil doesn't have horns and a pitch fork. He drive an Audi and carries and iPhone. He'll tell you all he wants is to help you, to give you all your wildest dream, to fulfill all your desires.
Don't look for smoke and red bat wings. Don't look for evil dressed up as Sauron. Look for the father of lies dressed as a friend. You will know him by his fruits.
Bad guys in fantasy are great. They are 100% evil, there is no ambiguity about their actions, they want to destroy the world, enslave all of mankind, or use our bodies as hosts. They wear black and live in dark wastelands surrounded by skulls and monsters. There is no question as to who the bad guy is.
Unfortunately the real world is not like that. The devil doesn't have horns and a pitch fork. He drive an Audi and carries and iPhone. He'll tell you all he wants is to help you, to give you all your wildest dream, to fulfill all your desires.
Don't look for smoke and red bat wings. Don't look for evil dressed up as Sauron. Look for the father of lies dressed as a friend. You will know him by his fruits.
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Pass it on.
As I look at my son and think about my unborn child I wonder what I will leave behind for them. Besides the baldness gene will I have something to give to them?
I'm sure this is a common question that most fathers ask. It is one that our Heavenly Father asked. Of course His answer was Jesus.
I may not have wealth or property to give to my children but my faith can be my legacy.
What will you pass on?
I'm sure this is a common question that most fathers ask. It is one that our Heavenly Father asked. Of course His answer was Jesus.
I may not have wealth or property to give to my children but my faith can be my legacy.
What will you pass on?
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Prepper-Nation
In the last few years we have seen a massive increase in so-called "preppers". This is due in large part to recent economic instability and political turmoil at home and abroad. While for most the reasons for becoming a prepper are largely motivated by political or social beliefs there is quite often an underlying religious nature to their practices.They have an overwhelming sense that we are living in a kind of "end times" and so they must prepare.
If you've seen the National Geographic Channel show "Doomsday Preppers" you'll know that each prepper has their own beliefs as to what will cause the fall of our society and the best way to prepare for it. While each individual is different there are some common things they all try to have. They try and create a secure shelter. This can be anything from a bomb shelter to a fortified ranch to living in a decommissioned missile silo. They also will of course need a source of food and water. All preppers have some amount of stored supplies such as canned or dehydrated foods. But some plan on relying more on growing their own food once the local grocer has been by a band of marauding zombies. And last but not least is protection. When the rule of law has collapsed even the most peace loving hippy prepper will have a rifle or two at his side.
It's very easy to look at these people and laugh, calling them paranoid nut jobs. But we shouldn't forget that even Jesus warns us to prepare for the end times. But He doesn't tell us to stockpile spam. He tells us to pray and watch and to continue doing Gods work. Christian preppers shouldn't worry about filling their pantries and their armories with seeds and shotgun shells. We should worry about the souls of our family, our friends, and our neighbors, that they will find shelter in the Lord and that they are secure in their place in Heaven.
How are you preparing for the end time?
If you've seen the National Geographic Channel show "Doomsday Preppers" you'll know that each prepper has their own beliefs as to what will cause the fall of our society and the best way to prepare for it. While each individual is different there are some common things they all try to have. They try and create a secure shelter. This can be anything from a bomb shelter to a fortified ranch to living in a decommissioned missile silo. They also will of course need a source of food and water. All preppers have some amount of stored supplies such as canned or dehydrated foods. But some plan on relying more on growing their own food once the local grocer has been by a band of marauding zombies. And last but not least is protection. When the rule of law has collapsed even the most peace loving hippy prepper will have a rifle or two at his side.It's very easy to look at these people and laugh, calling them paranoid nut jobs. But we shouldn't forget that even Jesus warns us to prepare for the end times. But He doesn't tell us to stockpile spam. He tells us to pray and watch and to continue doing Gods work. Christian preppers shouldn't worry about filling their pantries and their armories with seeds and shotgun shells. We should worry about the souls of our family, our friends, and our neighbors, that they will find shelter in the Lord and that they are secure in their place in Heaven.
How are you preparing for the end time?
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Believer or Brainwashed?
I have many non-Christian friends who assume that I have been brainwashed. Thankfully most of them are kind enough not to say that to me directly, but still that is their belief. The sad part is they are not totally incorrect.
In the Christian school that I grew up in we were taught creationism. But anytime that evolution was mentioned we were told it was a lie and there was no evidence to support it. No argument was given against radiocarbon dating or Australopithecus.
Far too often this is the way Christians treat many issues. We espouse our beliefs while outright rejecting anyone who says anything to the contrary. In our zeal to find sound doctrine and avoid false teachings we substitute belief for brainwashing.
Ignoring what you disagree with does not make it go away. I know many of my classmates who, upon leaving the Christian school setting and entering public colleges and universities, found the challenges to their faith too great to overcome and walked away from the church.
If we teach true belief in God that is not something so easily shaken by new ideas, it is something that has taken hold deep in the soul. But if we are only brainwashing then that is easily washed away by new ideas.
We are afraid to lose people to the lies of this world. But anyone searching for the truth can only find Jesus.
Monday, April 8, 2013
Misunderstanding Mental Illness
Most of you have heard by now that Rick Warren's son committed suicide over the weekend. Rick Warren is one of the most prominent religious leaders in America today. He is the Pastor of Saddleback Church in California and author of the best-selling book The Purpose Driven Life, which has sold well over 30 million copies.
We often are baffled when someone we would see as successful, or from a successful family, takes there own life. We think to ourselves, "what problems could they possibly have that would be so bad". This seems all the more astonishing when this tragedy strikes a family of believers.
But this is because for people who haven't experienced depression is it difficult to distinguish between it and sadness. Sadness occurs when you are upset or disappointed by your circumstances. Depression runs much deeper than that. Depression can take hold and manifest even during what would seem to be happy times. It cannot be fixed by "looking on the bright side" or trying to have more fun. It cannot be fixed by "getting a grip" or getting out more. And no, it cannot be fixed by just "trusting in God".
Aside from a few extreme Christian sects all Christians will send their child to a doctor if they have the flu or break a leg. Yet when it is our mind that is sick or broken we think that prayer is all that God requires. We are outraged when a child is denied medical treatment by their parents for religious reason, yet we often do the same when it comes to mental health.
Perhaps the even greater tragedy is the stigma that mental illness holds in the Christian community. While our society at large needs to have a better understanding of mental illness it is in our churches that sanctuary from shame should be found, but often it is not. We do not look at someone with cancer or heart disease and say that their condition is a result of sin. Yet if someone is suffering from depression or anxiety we assume that they are not in a right relationship with God.
Certainly faith plays a role in healing mental illnesses just as it does with all afflictions. But our faith should rest in that God will use the doctors and medicines to aid in healing. Of course God can perform a miracle without them but why ignore the tools he has already given us? I firmly believe that a Christian struggling with any illness should consult with their Pastor or other church leaders. These are people God has anointed to serve as guides and counselors. But that does not take the place of doctors and licensed therapists. Even those professionals who do not know God have still been appointed by God to serve His people, they just don't know it yet.
I was very glad to hear that Matthew Warren had been receiving treatment from doctors and was on medication for his depression. I am sorry for the Warren family's lost but I am thankful for Rick Warren for setting a good example.
Perhaps the even greater tragedy is the stigma that mental illness holds in the Christian community. While our society at large needs to have a better understanding of mental illness it is in our churches that sanctuary from shame should be found, but often it is not. We do not look at someone with cancer or heart disease and say that their condition is a result of sin. Yet if someone is suffering from depression or anxiety we assume that they are not in a right relationship with God.
Certainly faith plays a role in healing mental illnesses just as it does with all afflictions. But our faith should rest in that God will use the doctors and medicines to aid in healing. Of course God can perform a miracle without them but why ignore the tools he has already given us? I firmly believe that a Christian struggling with any illness should consult with their Pastor or other church leaders. These are people God has anointed to serve as guides and counselors. But that does not take the place of doctors and licensed therapists. Even those professionals who do not know God have still been appointed by God to serve His people, they just don't know it yet.
I was very glad to hear that Matthew Warren had been receiving treatment from doctors and was on medication for his depression. I am sorry for the Warren family's lost but I am thankful for Rick Warren for setting a good example.
Saturday, April 6, 2013
Ur
I had the honor of visiting the Ziggurat of Ur while serving in Iraq in 2005. It was an amazing experience and one I hope more people can experience if the region becomes more stable and open to tourism. The picture was taken by me on the north side of the Ziggurat.
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Story from the Vancouver SunBritish archaeologists said Thursday they have unearthed a sprawling complex near the ancient city of Ur in southern Iraq, home of the biblical Abraham.
The structure, thought to be about 4,000 years old, probably served as an administrative centre for Ur, around the time Abraham would have lived there before leaving for Canaan, according to the Bible.
The compound is near the site of the partially reconstructed Ziggurat, or Sumerian temple, said Stuart Campbell of Manchester University's Archaeology Department, who led the dig.
"This is a breathtaking find," Campbell said, because of its unusually large size — roughly the size of a football pitch, or about 80 metres (260 feet) on each side. The archaeologist said complexes of this size and age were rare.
"It appears that it is some sort of public building. It might be an administrative building, it might have religious connections or controlling goods to the city of Ur," he told The Associated Press in a phone interview from the U.K.
The complex of rooms around a large courtyard was found 20 kilometres (12 miles) from Ur, the last capital of the Sumerian royal dynasties whose civilization flourished 5,000 years ago.
Campbell said one of the artifacts they unearthed was a 9-centimetre (3.5-inch) clay plaque showing a worshipper wearing a long, fringed robe, approaching a sacred site.
Beyond artifacts, the site could reveal the environmental and economic conditions of the region through analysis of plant and animal remains, the archaeological team said in a statement.
The dig began last month when the six-member British team worked with four Iraqi archaeologists to dig in the Tell Khaiber in the southern province of Thi Qar, some 200 miles (320 kilometres) south of Baghdad.
Decades of war and violence have kept international archaeologists away from Iraq, where significant archaeological sites as yet unexplored are located. Still, the dig showed that such collaborative missions could be possible in parts of Iraq that are relatively stable, like its Shiite-dominated south.
Campbell's team was the first British-led archaeological dig in southern Iraq since the 80s. It was also directed by Manchester University's Dr. Jane Moon and independent archaeologist Robert Killick.
"This has been an opportunity to get back to an area very close to our heart for a long time," Campbell said.
Iraq faces a broader problem of protecting its archaeological heritage. Its 12,000 registered archaeological sites are poorly guarded
Friday, April 5, 2013
Temptations
Many of us have said the Lord's Prayer thousands of times in our lives. We learned it in Sunday School and have even turned to it for guidance as adults. But there is an issue with the ninth line of this prayer "Lead us not into temptation".
I know that I feel constantly surrounded by temptations. Temptations of every sort bombard me almost without cease. But if I have prayed that God "lead me not into temptation" then how are all these temptations there?
The short answer, I'm leading myself. God is not tempting me to sin. When I find myself surrounded by temptation then I have wondered from the path that God has set out for me. God's path would not lead me there, but temptation is exactly what I find when I go my own way.
While God's way may not look all that different to someone else the temptation we pass on His path seem somehow further away and less appealing.
I know that I feel constantly surrounded by temptations. Temptations of every sort bombard me almost without cease. But if I have prayed that God "lead me not into temptation" then how are all these temptations there?
The short answer, I'm leading myself. God is not tempting me to sin. When I find myself surrounded by temptation then I have wondered from the path that God has set out for me. God's path would not lead me there, but temptation is exactly what I find when I go my own way.
While God's way may not look all that different to someone else the temptation we pass on His path seem somehow further away and less appealing.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Group Succession
In my lifetime I have belonged to a wide variety of groups. From sports teams, to bands, to soccer supporter groups. And with almost all these groups there has come a point at which I question my membership.
I find myself asking: does this group still represent my beliefs and wishes, is it still effective in its mission, does the group condone or at least not condemn behavior that I would not want to be associated with? For every reason we originally joined the group we at some point look back and say does this still hold true. And while the specifics are different for each person there is some kind of internal algorithm we apply to assess our continued inclusion in the group.
Does our formula change though when the group we are considering leaving is a group of believers? When we feel a desire to find a new church home what tests do we use to evaluate our decision. Should we stick with a community of believers longer than we would non-believers even after issues arise or should we expect more out of our fellow Christians.
I find myself asking: does this group still represent my beliefs and wishes, is it still effective in its mission, does the group condone or at least not condemn behavior that I would not want to be associated with? For every reason we originally joined the group we at some point look back and say does this still hold true. And while the specifics are different for each person there is some kind of internal algorithm we apply to assess our continued inclusion in the group.
Does our formula change though when the group we are considering leaving is a group of believers? When we feel a desire to find a new church home what tests do we use to evaluate our decision. Should we stick with a community of believers longer than we would non-believers even after issues arise or should we expect more out of our fellow Christians.
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
5 stones
Everyone knows the story of David & Goliath. We've applied lessons of God giving us the strength to conquer our own "giants" to everything from addiction to football. But there may be another lesson that we have been missing.
If you'd like take a moment to read the story again.
Read verse 37 again:
"The Lord who rescued me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear will rescue me from the hand of this Philistine."
Now re-read verse 40:
"Then he took his staff in his hand, chose five smooth stones from the stream, put them in the pouch of his shepherd’s bag and, with his sling in his hand, approached the Philistine."
In verse 37 David is confident that God will help him to slay the giant, but just 3 verses later he picks up FIVE stones. Why did he need five? God would take care of him, wouldn't he only need one?
The answer may actually appear in verses 34-36.
"But David said to Saul, 'Your servant has been keeping his father’s sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, I went after it, struck it and rescued the sheep from its mouth. When it turned on me, I seized it by its hair, struck it and killed it. Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God.'"
This wasn't David's first fight. He knew what could go wrong. He knew that the first stone might miss or that he may drop it before he ever got it into the sling. So he grabbed more than he would need. This wasn't a lack of faith, it was preparation. David knew that God would take care of him, but he still needed to do his part.
How often do we use faith as an excuse for a lack of preparation I don't have to look for a job, God will provide. I don't have to study for the test, God will provide. I don't have to serve others, God will provide.
Make sure you're picking up all the stones you might need as you head out to face your giants.
If you'd like take a moment to read the story again.
Read verse 37 again:
"The Lord who rescued me from the paw of the lion and the paw of the bear will rescue me from the hand of this Philistine."
Now re-read verse 40:
"Then he took his staff in his hand, chose five smooth stones from the stream, put them in the pouch of his shepherd’s bag and, with his sling in his hand, approached the Philistine."
In verse 37 David is confident that God will help him to slay the giant, but just 3 verses later he picks up FIVE stones. Why did he need five? God would take care of him, wouldn't he only need one?
The answer may actually appear in verses 34-36.
"But David said to Saul, 'Your servant has been keeping his father’s sheep. When a lion or a bear came and carried off a sheep from the flock, I went after it, struck it and rescued the sheep from its mouth. When it turned on me, I seized it by its hair, struck it and killed it. Your servant has killed both the lion and the bear; this uncircumcised Philistine will be like one of them, because he has defied the armies of the living God.'"
This wasn't David's first fight. He knew what could go wrong. He knew that the first stone might miss or that he may drop it before he ever got it into the sling. So he grabbed more than he would need. This wasn't a lack of faith, it was preparation. David knew that God would take care of him, but he still needed to do his part.
How often do we use faith as an excuse for a lack of preparation I don't have to look for a job, God will provide. I don't have to study for the test, God will provide. I don't have to serve others, God will provide.
Make sure you're picking up all the stones you might need as you head out to face your giants.
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
Split Second Salvation
We all know that the God of the Old Testament was God at His most "vengeance is mine" before the long-haired hippy God of the New Testament takes over. But there are some stories from the Old Testament that seem just too harsh, too unfair. Could this really be the loving God who would send His Son to die for our sins?
There is one story in particular that has always troubled me. In 2 Samuel 6 we hear the story of the Ark being brought to Jerusalem. As they are carrying it it begins to slip Uzzah reaches up to steady it and keep it from falling. As his hand touched the Ark God strikes him dead.
Why would God do that? This man wasn't doing anything all that bad, he was just trying to protect the Ark from damage. Did that really deserve death? David was to blame for putting the Ark on a cart to begin with, so why should Uzzah bare such a hefty penalty?
Certainly Uzzah's story is a lesson to all of us. That lessen is not that we serve an uncaring or unforgiving God, but it is that God wants us to be close to Him. Uzzah only had a split-second to react to what he saw as a potential disaster. Split second decisions can reveal so much about our character. When a disaster strikes you how do you react? Do you curse out, do you run and hide, or do you take a step closer to God?
Uzzah's fate was decided in a knee-jerk reaction. Often so is our fate. God wants us to be so close to Him, so in tune with desires that even our knee-jerk reactions follow his wishes.
There is one story in particular that has always troubled me. In 2 Samuel 6 we hear the story of the Ark being brought to Jerusalem. As they are carrying it it begins to slip Uzzah reaches up to steady it and keep it from falling. As his hand touched the Ark God strikes him dead.
Why would God do that? This man wasn't doing anything all that bad, he was just trying to protect the Ark from damage. Did that really deserve death? David was to blame for putting the Ark on a cart to begin with, so why should Uzzah bare such a hefty penalty?
Certainly Uzzah's story is a lesson to all of us. That lessen is not that we serve an uncaring or unforgiving God, but it is that God wants us to be close to Him. Uzzah only had a split-second to react to what he saw as a potential disaster. Split second decisions can reveal so much about our character. When a disaster strikes you how do you react? Do you curse out, do you run and hide, or do you take a step closer to God?
Uzzah's fate was decided in a knee-jerk reaction. Often so is our fate. God wants us to be so close to Him, so in tune with desires that even our knee-jerk reactions follow his wishes.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Have we found what we are looking for?
A few years ago a popular trend emerged among evangelical churches. Almost overnight so-called "seeker friendly" churches seemed to be popping up everywhere. The general idea behind these churches seemed sound enough. Many non-Christians are put off by the trappings and traditions of the church and truth be told a church service can be a scary thing to outsiders.
These churches played modern worship music instead of traditional hymns. The services often included high production values that most concert venues would be jealous of. The Pastor would shun vestments and suit for jeans and t-shirts and people were encouraged to "come as they are". And when they got there they were offered a cup of coffee and told about all the amazing activities the church was participating in.
It wasn't long though before controversy began to arise surrounding these churches. Some of it was nothing more than critiques of style and methodology but there was a very significant concern with the message they were preaching. Many accused these churches of watering down the Gospel, only talking about the easy parts and forgetting the hard truths, in order to not push anyone away.
These accusations slowed the growth of the seeker friendly churches which seemed destined to take over the church landscape. Certainly many churches still are by all practical measures still "seeker friendly" but most would reject that term.
Shouldn't all of our churches be seeker friendly though? Of course we should not water-down God's Word but are we not all still seeking Him? We may know Him, we may have even "found" Jesus but does that mean we should stop looking for Him? Aren't all Christians called to seek to know Him better, to seek to walk closer with Him, to seek where it is He is leading us?
If so don't we wish all our churches to be "seeker friendly"?
These churches played modern worship music instead of traditional hymns. The services often included high production values that most concert venues would be jealous of. The Pastor would shun vestments and suit for jeans and t-shirts and people were encouraged to "come as they are". And when they got there they were offered a cup of coffee and told about all the amazing activities the church was participating in.
It wasn't long though before controversy began to arise surrounding these churches. Some of it was nothing more than critiques of style and methodology but there was a very significant concern with the message they were preaching. Many accused these churches of watering down the Gospel, only talking about the easy parts and forgetting the hard truths, in order to not push anyone away.
These accusations slowed the growth of the seeker friendly churches which seemed destined to take over the church landscape. Certainly many churches still are by all practical measures still "seeker friendly" but most would reject that term.
Shouldn't all of our churches be seeker friendly though? Of course we should not water-down God's Word but are we not all still seeking Him? We may know Him, we may have even "found" Jesus but does that mean we should stop looking for Him? Aren't all Christians called to seek to know Him better, to seek to walk closer with Him, to seek where it is He is leading us?
If so don't we wish all our churches to be "seeker friendly"?
Saturday, March 30, 2013
Pink Nuns
reposted from StL Today
But as night falls, that all changes.
Gunfire fills the air. Police cruisers roam the College Hill neighborhood, officers frequently stopping to talk to those on the streets. City leaders often refer to this northeast neighborhood as one of the city’s most dangerous.
Inside the convent, 24 cloistered nuns pray.
The order, better known as the Pink Sisters because of the color of their habits, prays around the clock. Since the convent and chapel opened in 1928, there has always been at least one sister kneeling before the Blessed Sacrament.
“This place is much different,” said Sister Mary Catherine Smith, who came here 50 years ago. The superior of the Holy Spirit Adoration Sisters, Smith said the neighborhood changes began in the early 1980s when a guard had to be posted outside the chapel.
“Things started to get bad. People were getting accosted.”
Visitors returning from prayer in the chapel would find their cars broken into, she said. The chapel, once open 24 hours, now closes when the sun goes down. Copper thieves have stolen guttering at Mount Grace, but the sisters themselves have not had any problems.
“The Lord has really been protecting us,” Smith said.
The changes made by the sisters reflect the decades-long decline of the neighborhood. A recent spate of violence has made College Hill a priority for police.
Two weeks ago, about 80 police officers converged on the troubled neighborhood, where Police Chief Sam Dotson pledged saturation of law enforcement until the violence stops.
At least three murders have occurred in the neighborhood this year, as well as other shootings. The violence outside the convent does not go unnoticed inside the convent.
“We hear gunshots, oh yes, and we pray nothing happens here,” Smith said. She has a good relationship with the police sergeant who works the neighborhood. Smith has his cellphone number but hopes she won’t have to use it.
The sisters are known as perpetual adorers, lifting up in prayer the needs of every heart. That can be a heavy burden, but it’s one to which the nuns have committed their lives. About 400 nuns share the mission at 21 other Holy Spirit Adoration Sisters convents around the world.
The sisters living here at the 2½-acre compound are from the Philippines, Germany, Holland, Brazil, Puerto Rico and the U.S. They range in age from 30 to 91. They seldom leave the immaculate grounds, restricting most of their outdoor visits to a large garden surrounded by a tall stone wall. The cloister sustains itself financially through donations for daily prayers.
The sisters pray for the safety of those in wars around the world. They pray for a “good successor” to Pope Benedict XVI, who is resigning Feb. 28. They pray for the priests who guide congregations.
And they pray for the safety of their neighborhood.
WEB-SAVVY NUNS
Prayer requests come in various forms, including email.
“Prayer requests received through this Web site cannot be acknowledged in writing, but be assured that we are remembering them before the Blessed Sacrament,” states the convent site. “We are pleased to join our prayers to yours for the intentions that you submit to us.”
The nuns keep watch on the outside world by subscribing to the Post-Dispatch and reading news on the Internet.
“We know our current needs,” Smith said. There is never a short prayer list.
The Rev. Tom Krosnicki serves as chaplain at Mount Grace and lives next door to the nuns. He walks the neighborhood daily, serving as eyes and ears for the sisters, who leave for little else than medical appointments. They vote absentee.
(Eleven of the sisters did, however, attend the Mass delivered by Pope John Paul II at the Edward Jones Dome during his visit to St. Louis in January 1999. Their prayers at that time implored God to bring good weather.)
The role of the sisters is an important one, Krosnicki said, but is not enough to turn around a crumbling part of the city.
“Prayer is important, but there are some systemic problems that have to be addressed,” he said. “Family life, education and jobs.”
Krosnicki said his walks are restricted to daylight.
“I normally won’t go out after dark. It’s just not advisable,” he said. He stops teens and asks why they are not in school.
“They always have excuses,” Krosnicki said.
An architecture buff, he is disheartened by the decay of a once impressive housing stock, much of it boarded up or falling down. Buildings such as Lowell School and St. James Church of Christ sit vacant.
At a standing-room-only community meeting this month at the new recreation center in nearby O’Fallon Park, Alderman Antonio French said too few neighborhood anchors remain.
French attended Our Lady of Perpetual Help School at 20th Street and Linton Avenue, a few blocks from Mount Grace Convent and Chapel. It closed in the early 1990s, just after French graduated from eighth grade.
“I immediately noticed after it closed, the neighborhood going down,” French said. The key to getting the neighborhood back on track, he said, is to reopen shuttered buildings and provide recreation and education opportunities.
“If you believe at all in the broken window theory, almost every window in College Hill is broken,” French said. “It shows that no one cares about the neighborhood. Buildings with only three of the four walls standing. They need to be torn down, the green space beautified and make it look cared for.”
INSIDE THE CLOISTER
One of the most beautiful green spaces in the neighborhood is the convent garden, surrounded by a towering stone wall and off-limits to the public. The view to the outside is mainly of rooftops.
Even that restricted view gives a clear picture: Gutters dangling, chimneys leaning, shingles gone.
Visitors to the convent are buzzed in and met in the lobby by a nun peering through a small window in a door. They are directed to a parlor off the lobby. A few minutes later, the superior sister enters, talking with visitors through a wall of clear plastic lattice work.
When the nuns pray in the chapel, they do so at the altar. A gate separates them from the rest of the sanctuary, where at any time during the day a few people slide into a pew to pray. An electronic counter tallies just more than 600 visitors in the 90 hours a week the chapel is open.
Cloistered nuns dedicate themselves to a life of isolation so they can devote their time to prayer. Smith pauses only slightly when asked if she and the other nuns get lonely.
“The Lord is a great companion,” she said. The nuns have a social time each day, but their TV is seldom used. They watched Stan Musial’s Mass and plan to watch the election of a new pope and his installation.
The nuns have a blog, but the last entry wished visitors a Merry Christmas.
French said the increased police presence seems to be paying off, and he’s grateful for the support.
“If they get the three or four (people) at the center of it all, everything will calm down,” French said. “The real test is going to be what happens when (police) reduce their presence.”
Meanwhile, the nuns at Mount Grace will be praying. As their website states: “Every distress and hardship in the world should find a vigorous response in our prayer.”
French, raised in Catholic school, is not one to argue with that position.
“Everybody’s got their own approach,” he said. “Surely, we accept prayers.”
http://www.mountgraceconvent.org/home.html
Friday, March 29, 2013
Are you ready?
Most have you have likely heard the popular praise song "Come Now Is the Time To Worship". It is a lovely song and it can be a powerful and effective way to lead people in worship. But there is a problem with this song. There is one line that is deeply flawed in it's attitudes towards worship.
"Come just as you are to worship"
It sounds right to our ears. God will take us no matter how broken and love us despite our sins. That is all true of course. It is told very clearly in the tradition hymn, "Just as I Am". This songs talks about absolutely helpless state at which we fall before the cross. But this is not was "Come Now" is talking about.
It is not talking about salvation, it is not about accepted Christ as our Savior. "Come Now" is about worship. It is about it being time to praise God. Should this really be done "just as we are"? No we should prepare for worship. We should prepare for worship and enter into it as the Holy thing that it is. Israelite priests had to undergo extensive rituals in order to cleanse themselves and prepare their hearts to bring the gifts to the alter.
When bring our gift of praise to the alter should we do so "just as we are"?
"Come just as you are to worship"
It sounds right to our ears. God will take us no matter how broken and love us despite our sins. That is all true of course. It is told very clearly in the tradition hymn, "Just as I Am". This songs talks about absolutely helpless state at which we fall before the cross. But this is not was "Come Now" is talking about.
It is not talking about salvation, it is not about accepted Christ as our Savior. "Come Now" is about worship. It is about it being time to praise God. Should this really be done "just as we are"? No we should prepare for worship. We should prepare for worship and enter into it as the Holy thing that it is. Israelite priests had to undergo extensive rituals in order to cleanse themselves and prepare their hearts to bring the gifts to the alter.
When bring our gift of praise to the alter should we do so "just as we are"?
Thursday, March 28, 2013
The Genre Game
When I was younger I played in a variety of bands. None of them coming anywhere near the success I dreamed about alone in my room with my guitar. I imagined concerts all over the world and interviews with Rolling Stone and 7ball . I rehearsed the answers to every question imaginable.
Of course one question that would come up would be if we called ourselves a Christian band. My well-rehearsed answer was that we were simply a band of Christians. I'm pretty sure I had no idea what that meant then either.
I do know that I didn't want to write nothing but praise choruses. I want to write lovesongs and songs about pain and art. I was afraid that if our records were sold at One Way or in the Christian section at Where House music that somehow our art would be stifled. And my fears weren't without precedent. The Prayer Chain's Bendy Line and POD's cover for the Fundamental Elements of Southtown showed how the Christian music industry can handle controversy.
When it all comes down to it though I do not know that God cares at all about these kind of labels. This is the God who inspired the Psalms and the Song of Solomon. This is the God who designed the Temple and the Grand Canyon. Whatever we call it anything that can bring glory to God is well deserving of the label "Christian"
Of course one question that would come up would be if we called ourselves a Christian band. My well-rehearsed answer was that we were simply a band of Christians. I'm pretty sure I had no idea what that meant then either.
I do know that I didn't want to write nothing but praise choruses. I want to write lovesongs and songs about pain and art. I was afraid that if our records were sold at One Way or in the Christian section at Where House music that somehow our art would be stifled. And my fears weren't without precedent. The Prayer Chain's Bendy Line and POD's cover for the Fundamental Elements of Southtown showed how the Christian music industry can handle controversy.
When it all comes down to it though I do not know that God cares at all about these kind of labels. This is the God who inspired the Psalms and the Song of Solomon. This is the God who designed the Temple and the Grand Canyon. Whatever we call it anything that can bring glory to God is well deserving of the label "Christian"
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
The 3 hardest words to say
As with most 3 1/2 year old's my son is full of questions. Some of them make no sense at all and others make me wonder what my wife has been telling him. The worst of all are the questions that I don't have an answer to. Answering him with "I don't know" is never enough. That usually just sends him into a fit of "but tell me Daddy!"
I've thought about making up answers just to appease him but I can't help but fear that that will do some kind of irreparable damage down the line. So I say the 3 hardest words to say "I don't know". We all fear admitting that we're inadequate in any way. Acknowledging that there are things about which we do not know we fear will lessen our standing with others.
So we make it up. Or we just regurgitate what we have heard someone else saying without forming any real opinion of our own. We see this when discussing politics all the time. We might not truly know anything about gun control or healthcare but we know where our party lines lie so we recite the Facebook post we saw about it. Usually there is little harm there (unless your a Senator perhaps). The worst that usually comes of this is some raised tempers.
But when it comes to our Faith this can become a much more dangerous habit. We debate theology and doctrine without knowing what we are really saying. We quote Pastors and books as if they were undeniable truth. Yet the only real truth is that we don't know.
What power there is in those 3 words. "I don't know". God never commands us to have all the answers. He tells us to seek the truth but if we're pretending we know it all how will we ever be able to find it. Can we begin to admit that "I don't know" and not be afraid to ask the questions.
I've thought about making up answers just to appease him but I can't help but fear that that will do some kind of irreparable damage down the line. So I say the 3 hardest words to say "I don't know". We all fear admitting that we're inadequate in any way. Acknowledging that there are things about which we do not know we fear will lessen our standing with others.
So we make it up. Or we just regurgitate what we have heard someone else saying without forming any real opinion of our own. We see this when discussing politics all the time. We might not truly know anything about gun control or healthcare but we know where our party lines lie so we recite the Facebook post we saw about it. Usually there is little harm there (unless your a Senator perhaps). The worst that usually comes of this is some raised tempers.
But when it comes to our Faith this can become a much more dangerous habit. We debate theology and doctrine without knowing what we are really saying. We quote Pastors and books as if they were undeniable truth. Yet the only real truth is that we don't know.
What power there is in those 3 words. "I don't know". God never commands us to have all the answers. He tells us to seek the truth but if we're pretending we know it all how will we ever be able to find it. Can we begin to admit that "I don't know" and not be afraid to ask the questions.
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Dirty Laundry
That there are factions within Christianity is surely a surprise to no one. Protestants and Catholics have been at odds for centuries. Calvinists and Arminianists are always up for a debate. And nothing stirs it up like liberal and conservative Christians being in the same room.
My personal belief is this is a good thing. A healthy debate can inspire to dig deeply into the Word and search for God's truth. We may pray and meditate on the things about which we disagree. We may never reach an agreement but we will surely get closer to God.
But should these debates be had outside the church? Should we show our discord to the world at large? While the answer may be up to the individual to decide I'm sure that we can all agree that the bickering and spite we often launch at each other in the name of dogma does nothing more than to drive people away.
My personal belief is this is a good thing. A healthy debate can inspire to dig deeply into the Word and search for God's truth. We may pray and meditate on the things about which we disagree. We may never reach an agreement but we will surely get closer to God.
But should these debates be had outside the church? Should we show our discord to the world at large? While the answer may be up to the individual to decide I'm sure that we can all agree that the bickering and spite we often launch at each other in the name of dogma does nothing more than to drive people away.
Monday, March 25, 2013
Commandments of Naismith
One of the biggest excuses people often give for not following Christ is that there are too many rules. They complain that they can't do this or can't do that. They feel they will not be able to live their lives the way they want, so burdened down by all these rules.Yet, you never hear anyone say the same about basketball. They never say they would play if only they didn't have to dribble the ball, or stay in bounds, or not tackle the other players. If everyone just did whatever they wanted the game would be unplayable. Between people running around the court like madmen and the fights that would be sure to break out many people would just quit playing.
In sports the rules aren't burdening, they're freeing. They ensure we're all playing the same game. They make the game worth playing
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Chaplain Kapaun
Story from : http://www.army.mil/medalofhonor/kapaun
"Chaplain Emil J. Kapaun, while assigned to Headquarters Company, 8th Cavalry Regiment, 1st Cavalry Division, distinguished himself by extraordinary heroism, patriotism, and selfless service between Nov. 1-2, 1950. During the Battle of Unsan, Kapaun was serving with the 3rd Battalion of the 8th Cavalry Regiment. As Chinese Communist forces encircled the battalion, Kapaun moved fearlessly from foxhole to foxhole under direct enemy fire in order to provide comfort and reassurance to the outnumbered Soldiers. He repeatedly exposed himself to enemy fire to recover wounded men, dragging them to safety. When he couldn't drag them, he dug shallow trenches to shield them from enemy fire. As Chinese forces closed in, Kapaun rejected several chances to escape, instead volunteering to stay behind and care for the wounded. He was taken as a prisoner of war by Chinese forces on Nov. 2, 1950.
After he was captured, Kapaun and other prisoners were marched for several days northward toward prisoner-of-war camps. During the march Kapaun led by example in caring for injured Soldiers, refusing to take a break from carrying the stretchers of the wounded while encouraging others to do their part.
Once inside the dismal prison camps, Kapaun risked his life by sneaking around the camp after dark, foraging for food, caring for the sick, and encouraging his fellow Soldiers to sustain their faith and their humanity. On at least one occasion, he was brutally punished for his disobedience, being forced to sit outside in subzero weather without any garments. When the Chinese instituted a mandatory re-education program, Kapaun patiently and politely rejected every theory put forth by the instructors. Later, Kapaun openly flouted his captors by conducting a sunrise service on Easter morning, 1951.
When Kapaun began to suffer from the physical toll of his captivity, the Chinese transferred him to a filthy, unheated hospital where he died alone. As he was being carried to the hospital, he asked God's forgiveness for his captors, and made his fellow prisoners promise to keep their faith. Chaplain Kapaun died in captivity on May 23, 1951.
Chaplain Emil J. Kapaun repeatedly risked his own life to save the lives of hundreds of fellow Americans. His extraordinary courage, faith and leadership inspired thousands of prisoners to survive hellish conditions, resist enemy indoctrination, and retain their faith in God and country. His actions reflect the utmost credit upon him, the 1st Cavalry Division, and the United States Army."
After he was captured, Kapaun and other prisoners were marched for several days northward toward prisoner-of-war camps. During the march Kapaun led by example in caring for injured Soldiers, refusing to take a break from carrying the stretchers of the wounded while encouraging others to do their part.
Once inside the dismal prison camps, Kapaun risked his life by sneaking around the camp after dark, foraging for food, caring for the sick, and encouraging his fellow Soldiers to sustain their faith and their humanity. On at least one occasion, he was brutally punished for his disobedience, being forced to sit outside in subzero weather without any garments. When the Chinese instituted a mandatory re-education program, Kapaun patiently and politely rejected every theory put forth by the instructors. Later, Kapaun openly flouted his captors by conducting a sunrise service on Easter morning, 1951.
When Kapaun began to suffer from the physical toll of his captivity, the Chinese transferred him to a filthy, unheated hospital where he died alone. As he was being carried to the hospital, he asked God's forgiveness for his captors, and made his fellow prisoners promise to keep their faith. Chaplain Kapaun died in captivity on May 23, 1951.
Chaplain Emil J. Kapaun repeatedly risked his own life to save the lives of hundreds of fellow Americans. His extraordinary courage, faith and leadership inspired thousands of prisoners to survive hellish conditions, resist enemy indoctrination, and retain their faith in God and country. His actions reflect the utmost credit upon him, the 1st Cavalry Division, and the United States Army."
Friday, March 22, 2013
Pride of Fools
In my younger days I was a bit of a scene kid. Of course this was when baggy pants were still ok for scene kids, thank God. But I would be at shows constantly. If there was a band I knew playing I was there. I got to know some of the bands and even became friends with a few.
If there is a group of people more egoistical than local musicians in can only be the people who follow them. Most of these bands were playing in dive bars and skating rinks but either acted like they were playing at Red Rocks. Even worse were the ones who acted like they preferred to play these tiny holes for no money because they were "artist". And of course for those of us following these bands it was all about following the right ones and being and the most shows.
There was one glaring exception to this however. There was one band I followed who were different. They weren't local but still on and indie label at the time. The first time I saw P.O.D. play was at the Cornerstone Festival. The absolutely rocked a tent with close to 500 people in it and then concluded the concert by singing choruses and taking communion. When I had a chance to speak with the lead singer Sonny, the lead singer, after the show I told him what a great show it was. He said thanks and that he hope that God was using their music to touch our lives.
At another Cornerstone Festival they announced that they were being signed to Atlantic Records. This was a huge deal for an indie Christian band. After the show I told Sonny congratulations and he again said thanks, but he said that he really felt that this would throw the band into the lions den but it was the best way to get their message out to the most people.
Then a few months later I saw them play a show opening for the local band The Urge. After their set we walked back to their bus and Sonny was so excited that they had had chances to share the Gospel with the Urge's lead singer.
While I don't know Sonny personally every chance I have had to talk with him he was in a prime position to brag on himself. He was coming off of a great accomplishment that most would have boasted of. But all he wanted to talk about was what God was doing.
How often do we want to brag about the smallest things we have done while not giving god the glory for the miraculous works He has done.
If there is a group of people more egoistical than local musicians in can only be the people who follow them. Most of these bands were playing in dive bars and skating rinks but either acted like they were playing at Red Rocks. Even worse were the ones who acted like they preferred to play these tiny holes for no money because they were "artist". And of course for those of us following these bands it was all about following the right ones and being and the most shows.
There was one glaring exception to this however. There was one band I followed who were different. They weren't local but still on and indie label at the time. The first time I saw P.O.D. play was at the Cornerstone Festival. The absolutely rocked a tent with close to 500 people in it and then concluded the concert by singing choruses and taking communion. When I had a chance to speak with the lead singer Sonny, the lead singer, after the show I told him what a great show it was. He said thanks and that he hope that God was using their music to touch our lives.
At another Cornerstone Festival they announced that they were being signed to Atlantic Records. This was a huge deal for an indie Christian band. After the show I told Sonny congratulations and he again said thanks, but he said that he really felt that this would throw the band into the lions den but it was the best way to get their message out to the most people.
Then a few months later I saw them play a show opening for the local band The Urge. After their set we walked back to their bus and Sonny was so excited that they had had chances to share the Gospel with the Urge's lead singer.
While I don't know Sonny personally every chance I have had to talk with him he was in a prime position to brag on himself. He was coming off of a great accomplishment that most would have boasted of. But all he wanted to talk about was what God was doing.
How often do we want to brag about the smallest things we have done while not giving god the glory for the miraculous works He has done.
Thursday, March 21, 2013
History of Grace
Almost every denomination of Christianity has periods in its past that it is not proud of. Catholics have the Crusades and the Inquisition. All sides are guilty of atrocities during the Reformation. The Southern Baptist supported slavery. And just about all of us have been guilty of oppressing and abusing those of other faiths from time to time.
So what do we do with these sordid pasts? Should we not talk about them, pretend they never happened? Should we whitewash them and say "it was a different time" or talk about "historical context"?
Perhaps we should treat sins of the church as God wants us to treat our own sins. We should not deny them or excuse them but rather give God the glory for delivering us from them. Our churches should not worry about bad press but be thankful for God's grace.
Perhaps we should treat sins of the church as God wants us to treat our own sins. We should not deny them or excuse them but rather give God the glory for delivering us from them. Our churches should not worry about bad press but be thankful for God's grace.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
The God Test
Most Christians I know can point to one difficult season in their life or another and say "God was testing me". We see it as a chance to prove ourselves to God, and if most people are like me they fail more often than not.
But sometimes we test God too. We don't like to say that of course, that sounds disrespectful. So we call it doubt. We say that we're struggling with doubt but often that is not really what we're doing. We're testing God.
We get tested to see if we will keep to our word. We say we will follow God and trust in Him no matter what so when we are tested we are forced to prove it. God has made numerous promises to us. He promised to always be with us, to never give us more than we can handle, that all things will work for good. So when we're "doubting" we really testing God to see if He'll keep His word.
And I think God's ok with that. I think God enjoys the chance to prove Himself to us. He must because I know He has done it again and again in my life.
We get tested to see if we will keep to our word. We say we will follow God and trust in Him no matter what so when we are tested we are forced to prove it. God has made numerous promises to us. He promised to always be with us, to never give us more than we can handle, that all things will work for good. So when we're "doubting" we really testing God to see if He'll keep His word.
And I think God's ok with that. I think God enjoys the chance to prove Himself to us. He must because I know He has done it again and again in my life.
Tuesday, March 19, 2013
DNA
A friend of mine recently got the result from his Genographic Project DNA test. While there is a lot of data for him still to wade through there is one thing he has found out so far. He has Viking blood coursing through his veins.
I really hope to participate in the project at some point but I'm afraid I won't find Viking blood, or Scottish, or something else fun and instead it'll be French or Swiss.
I think as Americans we are particularly fascinated with our ancestry. Few of us have a truly homogeneous background. We're made up of people from all over the world (or at least Europe). So the idea of "where we come from" is a lingering question.
Where we come from though is an easy question to answer. We are created by God, made in His image, and it is the spilled blood of Jesus that fills our hearts.
Monday, March 18, 2013
Comma Mistakes
Commas one of the most ubiquitous yet misused things in our society. English teachers from middle school to grad school burn through gallons of red ink marking off comma errors. I have certainly given them headaches for this myself. Yet the comma can be infinitely important. There's the infamous panda who eats, shoots, and leaves.
Let's take Romans 8:28 for example. The way it is written in English Bibles is "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose."
Suddenly the meaning of that verse changes. It's all about "according to His purpose". That phrase no longer describes those who were called, now it describes how things will work together for good. It could be written this way as well: "And we know that all things work together for good according to His purpose to them that love God, to them who are called."
When it comes to scripture their role can be even more crucial. But there is a problem with this, ancient Greek didn't have commas. Certainly there are times where the comma placement can be easily determined but how often did we get this wrong. And more importantly what does it mean if we did.
Let's take Romans 8:28 for example. The way it is written in English Bibles is "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose."
Pretty straight forward. Things work out for Gods people. But what if there was supposed to another comma a bit later? What if it was supposed to read as "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called, according to His purpose."
Suddenly the meaning of that verse changes. It's all about "according to His purpose". That phrase no longer describes those who were called, now it describes how things will work together for good. It could be written this way as well: "And we know that all things work together for good according to His purpose to them that love God, to them who are called."
What a difference that little dot with a tail can make.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Friday, March 15, 2013
Writer's Block
The last few days I've really struggled with writing posts. I'll come up with a nugget of an idea but I'm not able to flesh it out or keep it from running down a rabbit trail. Writer's block can be so frustrating.
I can't help but wonder, did the writer's of the Gospels suffer from writer's block? Did Paul? If they were receiving inspiration from the Holy Spirit did that inspiration ever dry up? If so what would that mean?
I can't help but wonder, did the writer's of the Gospels suffer from writer's block? Did Paul? If they were receiving inspiration from the Holy Spirit did that inspiration ever dry up? If so what would that mean?
You could not help but feel that your relationship with God has suffered when He is no longer speaking through you. And this is not only for writers and artists. For anyone who is trying to serve God we suffer from periods of writers block. Our ministry is struggling, or failing to get off the ground. We search and search for a spark but none is there.
When God does not speak to us it can be a deafening silence. Sometimes we try to force His voice. We speak but He is not in it. Other times we give up. We feel that God has abandoned us or isn't with us in our mission so we move on.
But is that what He means, how can we know? How much more comforting would it be to know that Paul got writer's block too.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
I Will Follow (most places)
For a long time I said that I would be willing to serve God wherever He wanted me. Of course I was picturing living in a village in Papua New Guinea or digging wells in Africa. But there's a pretty good chance He never really wanted me in those places.
When it comes to serving Him here at home I'm much less ready to go. I'm prepared for God to send me into the wild, into the dangerous. It's the mundane and boring that I struggle with. While I've had my eyes set on a grand adventure around the world God has been asking why I haven't been doing more here at home.
If I'm prepared to go wherever God sends me am I prepared if I'm already there? What if my mission field is my office, what if my natives are my neighbors. When I tell God I'd be willing to serve Him wherever He leads there are always been a few implies "excepts" in that statement.
Are you prepared to follow God wherever He leads you? What are your "except that one" mission fields? Are they far from home or are they next door?
If I'm prepared to go wherever God sends me am I prepared if I'm already there? What if my mission field is my office, what if my natives are my neighbors. When I tell God I'd be willing to serve Him wherever He leads there are always been a few implies "excepts" in that statement.
Are you prepared to follow God wherever He leads you? What are your "except that one" mission fields? Are they far from home or are they next door?
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Black Smoke
As the College of Cardinals have entered the Conclave the international news has been hard at work covering this historic event. They have discussed who the front-runners are and what odds they are being given. They've talked about the process of the election and why the Cardinals will or will not vote for a certain person. And of course they've talked about the clothes.
I am glad I am not one of these Cardinals. While I hope that I would earnestly and prayerfully listen to who God has called for the position I am sure my own mind would get in the way. I would think about what direction they would likely take the Church and if that is the direction I would like to see it move. I would think about their "marketability" and would an Italian, African, Asian, or American help the Church grow the most.
Or would I be angling for the job myself? Would ambition and vanity get the better of me? It probably would, it has on much smaller scales.
When we are in a position to lead or choose a leader in our own ministries what guides us? Is it the Holy Spirit that motivates our actions or is it our own desires to have things our way that moves us?
I am glad I am not one of these Cardinals. While I hope that I would earnestly and prayerfully listen to who God has called for the position I am sure my own mind would get in the way. I would think about what direction they would likely take the Church and if that is the direction I would like to see it move. I would think about their "marketability" and would an Italian, African, Asian, or American help the Church grow the most.
Or would I be angling for the job myself? Would ambition and vanity get the better of me? It probably would, it has on much smaller scales.
When we are in a position to lead or choose a leader in our own ministries what guides us? Is it the Holy Spirit that motivates our actions or is it our own desires to have things our way that moves us?
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